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The Soundtrack Behind TVJM

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The Playlist

I wrote most of The Vanishing of Jessica Muir with music on. One song was playing the night the idea first took hold. Others showed up during late-night editing sessions when I was chasing a specific feeling — tension, loss, a fight scene, a quiet drive through the woods.

This soundtrack covers everything from a character’s state of mind, to backstory, to the action of a chapter, to feel. But what is what? I’ll leave that as an exercise to the reader listener.



Since private services can add or remove songs unpredictably, here’s a list for reference. The irony of saying that while linking to YouTube isn’t lost on me—but it’s about as close as humanity has gotten to an open cultural archive.

ArtistSong
Majical CloudzDisappeared
Autre Ne VeutAge of Transparency
Guy ClarkDublin Blues
Benjamin TodGoodnight Destin
Luke BellSometimes
Colter Wall (feat. Belle Plaine)Caroline
casper allenCarving Creases
Charles Wesley GodwinAll Again
Steven DrozdRocket Man
RadioheadAll I Need
Mary GauthierI Drink
Sage FrancisThe Buzz Kill
PusciferGrand Canyon
Mick GordonBFG Division
Tom WaitsEverything You Can Think
Marilyn MansonTainted Love
Benjamin TodWho I Am Ain’t Who I’ve Been
Old Crow Medicine ShowThe Warden
Jose LarraldeQuimey Neuquen
C.W. StonekingThe Love Me or Die
Drayton FarleyPitchin’ Fits
Colby AcuffIf I Were the Devil
PortisheadSour Times
CeeLo GreenNo One’s Gonna Love You
The O’JaysSunshine
Nine Inch NailsAnd All That Could Have Been
The StrumbellasSpirits
POLICAWandering Star
Rage Against the MachineHadda Be Playing On the Jukebox (Live at Milan Dragway)
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